in the water, i am beautiful.

And I know its not to get away from me,
You just need a change of scenery
So strange how everything went wrong so fast
And I hope that this confusion does not last

These words might be, too little too late,
And I’m afraid that I have already lost you.
Now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard
And I will long to hold you in my arms

And when you ask do you love me
And I should reply with yes most certainly
And I always hesitate there’s something lingering
And I will try harder to be all that I can be

These words might be, too little too late,
And I’m afraid that I have already lost you now
Three months equals eternity and this will be so hard
And I will long to hold you in my arms

blah blah fuck blah

yep, you heard it here first folks.

people are douches.

with no regard of other's feelings.

hello world? kill me.

We believed in our head's perfect version,

but you couldn't make your hands, and

i couldn't make my word's pronouce it.

- Landowska

yep.

i need a cigarette.

i need you.

an ugly fact of life

Everything has an end.

At the end, you will reach a decision.

That decision will affect your life.

Your life will obtain happiness and sadness.

Happiness and sadness can be decided by you.

Decisions will be influenced by the end.

The end of something beautiful, and the begining of everything else.

untitled

they don't build love like that no more.

Chimera

This house on the beach
holds level upon level.
Each more forbidden than the last.
The towns people tell stories of what haunts.
Naturally, the family ignores it.
(But keeps it in a special place
in the back of their minds.)
Paintings vanish, doors open and close.
“We are not alone”
I tried to tell them, convince them it was true.
That’s when we all caught a glimpse.
The ghost of a young female,
decapitated by society’s will for perfection.
Her red eyes lusting for precision.
Prior to my final demise, I look sympathetically into them.
My nightmare is hers.
Wake up.

the mathematics of love

you + me = us
us - you = me
us = love, therefore you + me = love
love = pain
me - you = pain
you = pain
cause of pain - you = deception
deception + you = lies
you - lies = love
you + me + love = perfection
perfection = fake
you + me + love = fake
me = fake + love + you
me = fake
you = fake
love = fake

my final good bye.

i've been thinking about the end lately.
i'm not afraid of it, so i'll embrace it. it's coming. sooner than later it will be here. it will try to sneek up on us, but i'll know. call me crazy. please. regardless, i'll know when the end is here [for me]. i'll inform you then.
death will be easy. it's what leads up to it that wont be. or even what you leave behind. the last thing i want is people to be unsure of what i was thinking the minute i died. am i a mysterious person?
i'll tell you something now... (it will be our little secret)...i'm a wiener (you knew that). but i'm only a wiener cause i want what's best for you. so if i'm rude, it's sure as hell not for the sake of being rude. i'm trying to show you something.it's truely a very fucked up way of thinking.none the less, i will fight 'till the end.join me?
its been a wierd night.