my final good bye.

i've been thinking about the end lately.
i'm not afraid of it, so i'll embrace it. it's coming. sooner than later it will be here. it will try to sneek up on us, but i'll know. call me crazy. please. regardless, i'll know when the end is here [for me]. i'll inform you then.
death will be easy. it's what leads up to it that wont be. or even what you leave behind. the last thing i want is people to be unsure of what i was thinking the minute i died. am i a mysterious person?
i'll tell you something now... (it will be our little secret)...i'm a wiener (you knew that). but i'm only a wiener cause i want what's best for you. so if i'm rude, it's sure as hell not for the sake of being rude. i'm trying to show you something.it's truely a very fucked up way of thinking.none the less, i will fight 'till the end.join me?
its been a wierd night.