friday feb. 17th 2006

i have my interview at OCAD tomorrow. i am midly scared. but also excited. i didn't sleep at all last night. weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i have lost everything.

everything.
everything.
everything.

i have gained nothing.

nothing.
nothing.
nothing.

i have lost nothing.

nothing.
nothing.
nothing.

i have gained everything.

everything.
everything.
everything.

a message from god

jesus came to me tonight.

in a very rare way.

it is a sign. i'm not sure what this could possibly mean.

the story:

it was late, i was disoriented and hungry. the bag of chips on my desk looked good. despite the fact they've been there, open, for acouple days.

next thing i know i am playing with tape.

wrapping the tape around my fingers became the night's past time.

i looked down and saw a familar face.

it was jesus. in grease-stained tape.

i can't prove it by picture yet.

but one day i'll figure out how i can prove you all wrong.

it's on my computer screen right now.

i am a believer.